A colleague asked, “Who made you stop loving?”
Person or two. Or three… or some more.
Few minutes ago, out of sheer assholery of Facebook, I was reminded.
But I don’t want to look back anymore.
Not angry nor sad, just no intention of continuously take steps backwards.
And even if my heart… my heart would want to cling to past.
There’s no use looking back.
Funny how life gives us juxtapositions while we’re busy chasing symmetries.
There are days when life fucks everything up and there will be people who would try you.
But you have people who can make you laugh.
They remind you what’s important.
They remind you not to give up.
They are far more important than all the bullshits around us.
Carefully peruse your life.
Go away from those who knock on your door only to crush your soul.
Leave those who don’t do you good.
Choose. Refuse. Never be an excuse.
Rare are the moments when I have to ask
Or seek for care
Rare are the times when I want to soak on the grief
And check who cares
But today isn’t my day
Today, I wish someone will choose to stay
Today, I wish someone will take away the pain
Someone who will remind me that this isn’t my life
This is just a bad day.
Sometimes when I look at you, I feel I’m gazing at a distant star.
It’s dazzling, but the light is from tens of thousands of years ago.
Maybe the star doesn’t even exist any more.
Yet sometimes that light seems more real to me than anything.
Thinking left at bay
Distracted and everything disappears in some distant blur
I can’t seem to do any.
I have work that needs to be done.
But as I stare in the monitor, look up in the clock
Morning turns to evening
I still accomplish none.
I don’t know what’ s eating me.
I am away but not really.