This year I will remain hopeful.
I will take where my heart leads me.
I will take it no matter how irrational.
I will take it no matter how risky.
I will follow my heart.
It’s something I never fully tried.
I always turn around around and hide.
If all else still fails and I end up crying, at least I knew I tried.
I have a very good problem on hand.
I don’t even have to resolve it tonight.
But I am a “I-won’t-sleep-unless-I-have-the-answer” kind.
My hours had been taken over by thoughts.
My thoughts had been taken over by some ghost.
A ghost of a past that haunts.
Again, I don’t need answers tonight.
But maybe by sharing this I can find my own flight.
Or maybe I will wake up with that familiar light.
Not just to see but to constantly feel those tiny sparks of fleeting fun.
And no matter how quick it’s always better than none.
There’s freedom in happiness
There’s happiness in freedom
Go find your special spot under the sun.