No More Harry for Sally

No Harry & Sally while poppin and chugging wine or martini.
I’ll happily replace it with a bunch of Kate Hudson movies and loads of Love Actually’s.
I’m happily moving on.
2016 will be the last that I’d ever consider a you for me.

xx

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Trial & Horror

At this point I am ready to ask,
no worrying about the answer.
The torture of rejection certainly feels like the pain of not knowing.

And the only thing I know is this is my final straw.
The last moment to hear a yes or a no.
To start or stop.
To go or to let go.

xx

Blue Braces, A Metaphor

A move done in haste
Now all the effort’s gone to waste
Thoughtless step
Moment where we… I got stuck

It’s done
No longer there
But the nagging feeling keeps on creeping in
Leaving the case open

A mistake
A route I knew I shouldn’t take
But did
Oh man,yeah I know… I failed

But there are things we cannot take back
And also things that dont deserve our counter-attack
We smile and go ahead
Laugh at our own mistake

Wrong move
Wrong rubber
The funny shade of blue
Not really my choice of hue

But what done is done
What gone is gone
A shallow retreat
That ends with none

xx

Wake Up Call From Callie

Callie’s not a friend, not even a distant one. She’s a product of my intermediate lurking skill. Instead of getting gossips and whatnot from this girl who stole this interesting guy’s heart, I dipped my internet fingers to a world of deep understanding. She’s just like anyone, having too much (at least using my POV) but still searching for so many.                                                   A well so deep can never be full I guess. Amazing experiences, once in a life time instances and an amazing man to call her own.

Indeed Callie’s life is the summary of what I’ve always wanted. The far-flung daydream I cannot even share to anyone. I fear that people will just laugh. To some this dream sounds ridiculous (That ‘some’ include me). But if there’s one thing about Callie’s life, it is waiting.

Waiting not for miracles to happen or waiting for the right person, right time kind of story.

She waited until she was ready to LET GO.  Callie had to learn how to stop and let go of all the things that surrounds her.

Fear.Misconception.Judgment.Regrets.Doubt.

Awesome because these are my perfect ingredients to life. Fear.Misconception.Judgment.Regrets.Doubt.

But how does one learn to easily let go?