Oh how I wanted to scream and cry in pain.
I want to deny and allow myself to die a little inside.
That’s where I am
But there’s this calm waters that’s telling me it will not be over.
It’s not going to be over.
That I have to trust.
That I must be willing to take risks.
Finally to completely and wholeheartedly surrender.
We all go back to Coelho from time to time. xx
This year I will remain hopeful.
I will take where my heart leads me.
I will take it no matter how irrational.
I will take it no matter how risky.
I will follow my heart.
It’s something I never fully tried.
I always turn around around and hide.
If all else still fails and I end up crying, at least I knew I tried.