I get you but my very human capacity cannot accept your rules.
Stop making me feel things with no assurance. Don’t bring me so high just to throw me back to hole of uncertainties.
No matter how brave I try to be, my heart fails me. It assumes too much that my mind backs out.
I have only loved so few and it takes a great leap to work this scare out of my system.
Please if you’re not going to give it to me yet, please don’t let me have a taste, a glimpse or one touch of it.
Please don’t let fall into your trap, Universe.
Enough of false hopes.
A frail heart can only hold so much.
If it’s not meant, may you just leave me in the wonderful solace of my solitary bubble.